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YES... after obsessing on Mark and Jen, may international version na ako!!! i've been obsessed for MONTHS.. well 2 months to be exact - after reading the whole damn series. And I lurve Robert! I lurve Kirsten. I find them very intelligent and down-to-earth, someone who isnt accustomed to fame yet.. so I feel that I get a glimpse of what kind of persons they are. (or i could be naive as usual.. blahblah)

Ay naku, I keep catching Kirsten's awed look towards Rob.. ay may laman!! i swear!! heeh

and for Rob.. my my.. Rpattz the bomb!! And i find him really really funny! Plus i love the fact that he isnt a shallow person.. to the point na pwede na syang perfect example of EMO! hahaha no... not really. He's super unique... ay im inlove! hahaah!!



And Edward.. oh edward!! im lost for words! heheeh Im such a sucker for that kind of a love story!! My golay... happy ending ito!! i <3 it!!! And I need my own Edward!! unrealistic as it may seeeem!! I dont care!! Go TEAM Edward!! Whee

HINDI KO MATAKE yung LAGING NAKAhOLDing HANDS SILA JEN AT DAMO!!! WTF?! WHAT FOR!?! OAAAA!!!!!

I have finally seen Mark and Jen upclose!! MAY 25.. este May 26 na ata kasi mga 1230am na sila nagsimula... watched The Ultimate F4 of Starstruck for their gig at Zirkoh Timog. Just wanna do this chronologically.. haha

6am - office..
3pm - out of office and off to kill time till our 7pm meeting time with Lols.
4-430pm - tried to take a nap.
430pm - Er called and told me about her own adveture to her HP interview.
530pm - went to the laundry to do some work
630pm - texting everyone for the final plan
715pm - finally met with Lols to go to Zirkoh
745pm - arrived at Zirkoh to buy tickets! also met up with Er and Non
800pm - starting walking along Timog to find a place to eat.. and ended up at David's teahouse
900pm - walking / running back to Zirkoh since it was already drizzling
910pm - finally arrived at Zirkoh and met up with Tina
915pm - found a nice place to watch... unang pasok palang namin na-type na si Non ng bading!
930pm - start of the show.. with the usual singing ang shit
1100pm - Aimee and Marj finally arrived!
1230am - start of the MAIN SHOW - F4!

It was really fun... loved Mark's dance numbers.. their kulitans on stage, Jen flirting with Mark... TOPAKS getting the limelight since kilala na sila ng F4.. hahah! Jen singing "Id Still say Yes" for Mark... Buboy kissing Yas on the lips.. Yas acting like a kid (but was hella amusing)

Highlight of the show was Allan K... he was extremely funny... AT of course napansin nanaman si Non! And had to go up on stage!! Got the whole thing recorded! Priceless talaga...

after their last set.. I thought that I would be able to have a pic with Mark but God was on my side and gave us a chance! Me, lols and aims was able to get a pic with him and i was really shaking while doing this. I hate to admit it but I was literally STARSTUCKed. haha..


I was so giddy and bouncy all the way home and kept thanking everyone for going with me... thought the night was over unitl i got a call from Erikka..

Nahulog ung kotse nila sa butas sa daan (dahil nga ginagawa ung kalye namin). Lord... winner.. Buti nalang gising si kuya so i dragged him from our house to Narra Hts, which is (if your familiar with our street) was almost a 5 min walk... Grabe ung pagkahulog so i didnt have a choice but to wake my dad up... so at 330 am in the morning, me and my whole family - together with non and er - was trying to figure out how we can get the car out of the hole... but after almost half an hour figuring it out, they were able to successfully lift the car out.

After that, I couldnt sleep yet so i uploaded the pics and the vids first.... then decided to call my partner Maricar sa office... eh sumama si chynna lumabas.. medyo mahaba haba ung usap namin hindi ko na alam saan pumunta ung aso ko... naknampota.. took me another 30 mins walking up and down our driveway just to look for her... had to wake the guard for the 3rd time to ask help only to find her lying at one of our neighbor's garage...

so now its 5am already and i have to be up by 8am... gnyt.. @_@

May movie sila mark and jen together!! hahaha! no chismis yet.. but everyone is just saying that there's no tension on the set.. which is good... but no chismis abt catching them kissing and stuff.. hahahaha....

jen's bday is on tues! happy birthday!!! hay naku... gift mo sa sarili mo FREEDOM! hahahahahah!!!

Belated happy berdye dear.. hindi ka nag-reply sa text ko... baka ur thinking i forgot... ;_; u know where to find me... havent seen you in ages!!

MARKJEN PARIN!!! Ibalik ang tambalan... waaah!! Can't wait..
Super hero na silang pareho.. Super S meets Fantastic Man. wahahahahaha!!

still obsessing over them.. ahahah.

(pics courtesy of pex board)

NAMimisS kO NA SILAAAA MAGKASAAAMA!!!! waaaah!!! Mahal ka pa ni Mark, Jen!! wag ka magpakagaga sa walang kwentang has-been!! haahahha!! Give him another chance.... kayo talaga meant.. maraming nakakapansin.. maraming nagsasabi dahil yun ang nakikita.. wag na kayo magbulag-bulagan...

IBALIK ANG TAMBALANG MARK HERRAS AT JENNYLYN MERCADO!! For the love of Filipino showbiz industry!!

hindi na ganyan ang itsura ko.. hahahah

nalulungkot akoooo....

hindi parin ok si mark at si jen..

TANGINANG DAMO YAN!!!!!!!

nooooOOOoOOOOOOooooooooo

don't tell me it will take them another 7 months para maging ok?!

hay... TOPAK talaga...

i am currently obsessing over Mark-Jen tandem. I want them to end up together... hook or by crook! haha

currently a self-proclaim member of TOPAKS.

Im totally affected by whatever is happening between their relationship - esp romantically speaking.

I hope Mark doesn't give up on Jen, and Jen would finally wake up and throw away whatever "ligaw na damo" na napulot niya kung saan.

So im not really thinking of my future right now. Or my one trillion question about life... except maybe try to get in GMA so i can start planning how to get Mark and Jen back...

ok kidding aside, what i meant is that even if im not thinking abt the important questions in life, I am still contemplating on what to do with my career life. This is the year to finally decide - its my make or break moment.

im just in my mababaw mode... hindi na jologs, TOPAK na ako ngayon.

SABAW FEVER!!

i want to rest, and not wake up. its so depresing how people cant figure out what their purpose in life. i cant even find a thing that can at least make me happy. chynna is so busy licking/scratching to notice me ;_; all she do is stare. i cant even get anyone to understand what i mean. i can sound knowledgable but the truth is i know nothing.

1 TRILLION question of a lifetime: why am i here now?

What am i really looking for?

What do i want to do in life?

What am i good at, and will that make me happy?

am i not happy and confused or i just make myself believe that?

Are all of these worth it? or am just wasting time?

Hindi ko na talaga alam!! I hate it when i turn into eks the drama queen. sheesh. i want a life!! i just cant seem to figure out my meaning to 'life' so that i can start taking that stupid 'life' that i want.

do i make sense?

i doubt. i cant even understand myself.

that time of the month is about to happen.

and i need sleep.

im better. i guess i am. funny how i can be so down then normal afterwards. haha. whats wrong with me? im starting to really lose my sanity! :)

anyway ive been breaking down coz of the laundry. again. hah! whats new? ewan ko ba. nadisappoint lang ako kasi ang dating sa akin i was not doing the right thing when it comes to managing the biz. just felt bad. hurt my pride i guess.

i want to say so many things but namental block ako. hahaha. i texted my mom abt it but i cant remember exactly what i told her.

Im giving it one last try. But i need their help. Sana this works out. If i break down one last time... eh... ewan!

Im having a hard time communicating with my dad again. I dont know if its really because he's feeling worse. i just dont get how much energy he still has to get mad-about every little thing. im having a hard time keeping myself optimistic and still he just has to share his negative energy to me. whoopie! like i told my mom, i love my dad but he's really making it harder for me to understand him. esp abt me going out after work/staying up late. Seriously, compared to august, i wasnt going out last month. Just 1 time. altho i ended going home around 2am. hahaha oh wait i also went out drinking with my office mates. that was fun tho. hehe. I havent watched a movie for ages!!! @_@

big issue coz 2 weekends ago, i almost collapsed coz i fell asleep standing up. hahahahhaa.. i dont know what happened. i was ok when i woke up but when we were hearing mass, i fell asleep standing up - twice. First wasnt as bad as the second. I already told myself i cant sleep standing up!!! shit. so embarassing. hahaha

its been a while since i posted here. just felt like ranting. thats my only outlet (and smoking) so i hope they understand why i do it. just trying to get out steam!

i should be sleeping by now. anyway today was my first and last time to go to embassy. not because i dont want to but i was damn fetched by my 'rents while clubbing. pathetic..

but i still had fun :)

and as my gay friend said.. "ang daming gwapo"

anyway i thought i saw someone i knew by face.. but im not really sure.. or he looked like someone i knew by face who i had a crush on then but i dont see him anymore. gets? haha. crap.

this is just to immortalize the unbelievable conservativeness (couldnt think of how to describe it) of my parents to this day. im turning 25 and the text i get from my mum when i was still out by 330am was "uwi ba ng matinong babae ang oras na ito?" but they weren't mad... just couldnt let go of the fact that people nowadays DO go clubbing at this time of the day. >_<

good morning!

I finally finished dling GOONG!!! happy happy.. first ep i watch was ep 23. FAVORITE FAVORITE. Followed by ep 16. then episode 13 and 7... then episode 24. *sigh*

i cant wait to start watching the series again!!!!

I <3 CG-Shin couple!!!!

YEH and JJH forever!!!! hahahahaha

and im so moved by the theme song.. it reminds me so much of the favorite parts of Goong (probably bec they keep on playing it during those moments!! heheh).

this series just made me all squishy and giddy...

sana magkatuluyan sila in real life! hahahahahaha
and i wanna see them in person. TOGETHER. na sweet when i finally get the chance to go to Korea (or wherever they will be.. doing this hahahahaha) That would probably make me change my mind abt love again... heheh yadda yadda.

Anyone who wanna try watching kdrama for the first time should try watching Goong (Palace/Princess Hours) first.

I just realized how much i heart love stories.

Im such a sucker for good ol' fashion pairings!

first, it was Princess Lulu. Now Goong.

I just love seeing ( Joo Ji hoon) Shin and (Yoon Eun Hye) CG. They looked so good together.. hahah

This is my current obsession.. and seriously i havent been getting sleep coz of it.

I cant wait for Goong 2. And i hope its still the same cast!!!

oh and they said ABS CBN bought the rights to this one and will be airing by July 31. I dont want it dubbed coz seriously, the reason these kdrama shows are addicting is because of their way of speaking.. hehehe

I dont really know to explain how im feeling right now. but i think im sad. sad about my environment. not at home.. really. just, at work i guess. and in life.

I just realize i have no one who can actually say that knows me inside and out. someone who knows when im down or pissed or will comfort me even if he/she doesnt know what happened. Im sad to realize the few closest friends i have are either away, or just not there. i cant seem to find the right words to explain it really.. ang hirap. dammit im not looking for a boyfriend. far from it.

maybe im being sensitive. which i usually am. KSP. wala lang. hirap talaga iexplain. and what makes it worse is that i cant find a rational explanation to defend my point.

now i just realize how pointless this post is.

o well on a lighter note i just got back from puerto galera. well last weekend. and got drunk. horray! but no tan to brag about. i didnt even got dark.. heh.

sheila.. when are you coming home???? damn you woman! hahah

If any of you knows anyone who lives in bel air... pls tell me... i want to slaughter someone... ARGH!!!!!!

i want REVENGE dammit. This job is making me more and more violent... fuck those arrogant cardholders...!!!

assholes

I finally got my own laptop! wheee! Its an HP Compac NX6120. Its goddamn heavy but this is all i can afford :) now... i just have to backup all my other files from our desktop! whee whee!! @_@

edit:
on second thought im gonna do it tomorrow instead.

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